For right now, in this moment, in this time frame, yesterday was the best Christmas ever.
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And, I'll probably criticize myself with saying the same thing next year, but most truly, this year went without a hitch and I think the only thing that would have made it completely outworldly is if I had had the sappy romantic Christmas with my "love", but hey I'm still searching for that Mr. One and Only...okay that's a lie, whatever happens, happens, I'm not gonna bother myself with searching for someone that may not even exist...
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Sorry, I'm getting distracted but I will finish that train of thought. Because even though I believe in the whole everyone has a soulmate and that one and only person out there for them, I'm also a bit...how do I say this...jaded. Or maybe just angsty because I'm still in that teenager phase.
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Anyways, I do have crushes, and I had once believed I was in love, may I say with a guy I never met, I was in elementary school, give me a break.
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Anyways, I'm still young, got a lot of time for all that good mushy loving later.
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Now, as I was saying, this Christmas, my brother, my going into that teenager phase where all he says is one worded answers to his family like a real cavemen
"No."
"Leave."
"Away."
"Out."
Dude, I don't remember being that moody when I was that young but hey they did say girls matured faster than guys right? ;) Hehe, anyways, he was being totally nice with his okay I'll take pictures, but just this once and he even gave me a glare, but it was half-hearted, gosh I wanted to hug him...but apparently he doesn't do hugs.
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Meh, and my dad, you know that guy that's like dark and cold and nothing like those guys that are mysterious and cool looking? Yeah, he even smiled.
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Now that may seem insignificant, but my dad, is a bit of a weirdo. He doesn't DO smiles. No, he's more of the smirking kind of dude or laugh behind closed doors guy or hide the grin behind his hand, but no....I have it on film. Evidence that my dad is an actual human being.
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Haha, just kidding that sounded mean, but anyways everything went just freaking swell. Dandy, and dare I even say it was groovy.
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Sorry, too many old shows...like Scooby Doo, what a classic.
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I just wanted to thank God that it was such a nice Christmas. Thank Jesus for his sacrifice, his birth on this day. I just...this feeling of Christmas peace, it's hard to find throughout the year and it's been such a while since I've been so...happy.
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God really does know what he's doing. Because it was hard for a while but it's moments like this Christmas that makes me know, I shouldn't be scared of the hard times, I shouldn't back down at an obstacle in the road, and I heck as shouldn't give up just because the situation looks hopeless.
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Everything will be okay. And I know it's a little late but I really hope everyone had a good Christmas. :)