What do I do about my brother? He's growing up so fast and we're drifting so far away that all we ever do is scream at each other. I'm scared for him, because I don't want him hanging out with the wrong people and screwing up his life but I can't exactly control his life either.
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It seems lately all I've done is pray that my brother will somehow listen to God and I'm afraid he doesn't know God; every time I try to broach the subject all he does is tune me out and stick ear-buds into his ears. I didn't know being an older sister was so stressful, I wish I could protect him from everything but...I haven't always been there for him and now...now he doesn't talk to me anymore about his problems.
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Most of the days, he's on the computer and...
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Sigh, I'm gonna keep on praying, and keep on working on it; it's just sometimes I feel so helpless, sometimes I feel as if I'm the worst big sister in the world, like I wasn't cut out for this.